About the Project
Expecting Sunshine the Documentary tells the story of writer and artist Alexis Marie Chute, as she sets out to rediscover her identity as a mother – and as a woman – after one of the most primal types of losses; the death of her newborn at birth. The story is framed within the three trimesters of her pregnancy that followed. Through artistic visuals, profound interviews, “luminous prose and with such clear-eyed insight,” Chute reveals the turbulent 40-week experience of having a baby after loss. Poignant, touching, tender and inspiring, Expecting Sunshine “makes death a starting point for the continuation of life.”
Why this Project is Meaningful and Needs your Support
In 2010, Alexis Marie Chute’s son Zachary died at birth. He had a random genetic condition and a large tumor around his heart. Doctors predicted that Zachary would be stillborn, but he was born alive. He never made a sound or opened his eyes. Alexis Marie and her husband Aaron rocked and sang to Zachary. They only had a moment with their son before he died – and that was the moment that changed their lives forever.
When Alexis Marie got pregnant again with her next child, at first she was thrilled. Soon, though, that excitement turned to worry and a debilitating fear for her next baby’s life and safety. Would this child suffer the same fate?
In the 40 weeks that followed, she realized she needed to address her grief for Zachary, which she had tried to bury, before the birth of the child that followed. That is when Expecting Sunshine the Memoir was born; it became a creative narrative of survival. Expecting Sunshine the Documentary is the visual and literary manifestation of that experience.
The topic of Expecting Sunshine the Documentary is often taboo and uncomfortable for people who have not experienced this type of loss – which is exactly why there is a need for this film. Many do not know what to say or how to empathize with the bereaved parents, despite wishing to help. What this means is that families can feel isolated and suffer in silence, especially when they struggle with subsequent pregnancies.
This film will encourage discussion, community and healing for so many people. It will start a dialogue. It will shed light on a secret pain. It will be an education on healthy (and not-so-healthy) approaches to grief and healing. It will also show how creativity can be a balm to the wounded spirit. In this way, Expecting Sunshine will speak to viewers on many levels.
Pregnancy After Loss
What many do not realize is that pregnancy after loss is actually an incredibly difficult time. Some believe conceiving after loss is a natural state of moving-on or a helpful distraction. On the contrary, it often brings to the surface many unaddressed issues, relational strains and fears.
Expecting Sunshine the Documentary chronicles Alexis Marie Chute’s experience of surviving pregnancy following Zachary’s death and navigating the delicate balance of anticipation and anxiety.
As an artist and writer, the perspective Alexis Marie brings to this project is a surreal and intimate one. She invites viewers into her creative perceptions of grief and healing, presenting her darkest days and also her moments of hard-earned resiliency and triumph. Anyone who has lost a person will connect with her reflections and be inspired by her stubborn determination to find the sunshine, the hope in times of personal trials.
Statistics
It is very likely that you or someone you know has been affected by the death of a child. The statistics around baby loss are heartbreaking and are worth noting as they relate to the film.
What do the statistics around baby loss mean in practical language? They equal a huge number of people that are affected by miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS and other types of losses of children – every year, around the world.
Alexis Marie Chute and her crew believe that family is everything. Children are incredibly important, and their deaths leave a profound gap in the hearts and lives of not only their parents, but their extended families and communities.
Alexis Marie believes in celebrating each child’s life, however brief, and honouring the individual experience of grief.
What We Need & How We Will Thank You
Our crowdfunding goal is $25,000. It sounds like a lot of money, but we are passionate about our project and making it the best it can be. Please see the pie chart for the break-down of where the money will go.
Every contribution is not only a financial gift to bring the vision into being, but is also a public statement that this topic matters, that it needs to be talked about, and that there is strength in community.
We are fortunate to have many talented volunteers on our crew who have allowed us to do more with less. It is because of their tireless work, passion and dedication that we can focus our funds across many areas.
How the Contributions will be Spent
- Filming (14%) – camera operators, props, costumes, artistic collaboration and equipment
- Travel (18%) – flights, mileage, hotels and meals while on the road filming experts and families
- Marketing & Publicity (20%) – flyers, press release writing, press kits, PR and other promotions
- Thank-You’s & Perks (8%) – cards and gifts for interviewees and other volunteers and participants, and perks for our fabulous contributors (YOU!)
- Post-Production (14%) – editing, music, composer, and legal support
- Distribution (12%) – film festivals, entry fees, shipping and DVD’s
- Contingencies (8%) – all the little things that pop up unexpectedly
- Fees (6%) – Other fees for PayPal and for credit card payments
Other Ways You Can Help
Please help us spread the word about Expecting Sunshine the Documentary! You can do this by telling your family, friends and colleagues about the project and sharing our Indiegogo fundraising campaign with them. Join in and be a part of the buzz! We appreciate every email, phone call, tweet, and post made on our behalf.
Thank you in advance!
Share our website: www.ExpectingSunshine.com
Like us on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/expectingsunshine
Follow us on Twitter: https://twitter.com/expectsunbook
Subscribe to our YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/AlexisMarieChute
Learn more about life (and pregnancy) after the loss of a child on Wanted, Chosen, Planned: http://www.wantedchosenplanned.com/
